Winging it

So how's progress. 5 weeks on now? Since the accident . Honesty Time for some honesty. I've mentioned this before, I have a habit of insisting everything's fine when it isn't. Recently when anyone's asked how I'm doing I've smiled broadly and insisted that "I'm fine now" and "everything's healing really quickly, yes I've got some healing left to do but otherwise I'm OK." (smile) (thumbs up) This isn't really true, but it's a lot harder to be honest, and to admit I'm not really 'fine' at all. It's frustrating, still no running or riding yet, but managed a few sessions on the turbo trainer, and a few speed walks. Speed walking It's frustrating still no answers, updates or information from the police and still haven't been able to view my own (or any other) video from the incident. I managed to get back to work (needed to be around people and busy) with hindsight I thin

Update Note, see the follow up post which has some answers to questions in this post:  Closing Time , it's also worth reading through the " one year update " first to see the latest info and status. Original post... It's been three weeks since my accident (that's what people keep calling it. A bit like spilling a cup of tea perhaps? I think there needs to be a more descriptive term.) Caution scary and unpleasant photos below. Don't continue if this is going to be a problem. You have been warned. How Cara found me at 11pm Friday, I've looked better. Thankfully I still have my good looks. I've had ideas running through my mind a few times about what I've wanted to say, but I've swung wildly from one rant to another. I'd hoped that after a few weeks I'd know what had happened and be able to write a nice clear summary. But version 3, was (apparently) *still* a bit too ranty  so I'